.Tuesday, August 23, 2005 ' 6:34 AM Y
Today at school during volleyball lessons on theory,I nearly fall asleep, but tried to keep my eyes awake.
Didnt know that the volleyball net's height is 2.18 m...wow right?lolx..
Haix..Im sorry baby..I really went overboard le this time, really really very...I dunno why I did that but u shld noe I never do this type of thing before..but why suddenly I like that treat you.I really dunno, Im sorry...
This may have caused a scar in you and I know nothing can make you feel happy and get over it..Even if you say you get over it already, I still wont believe you because it's to big to be forgotten.
Im really sorry, I just had a though to throw it on the floor, a so call urge in me.I dunno why, is it Im going bonkers or is it that my true self is liddat? I really dunno...
I just felt sorry and guilty for my actions, please tell me what to do to make you happier, you keep saying nvm but this makes me even worried..It's like to me, it's a very big thing but you like okok outside..haix...sorry baby..sorry..
I always make a small thing into a big thing, sorry..I am so unreasonable. I dunno why you at first like me when I am not a good girl at all.So unreasonable and so demanding, why do you still love me?
Sorry baby sorry sorry....
Haix...Forgive me..=(
