.Saturday, June 2, 2007 ' 2:30 AM Y
Just once more, Once more and I'll breakdown.
Im sick and tired of all these.
Sick of being reprimanded.Sick of being sick.
I tolerate and I did. I scolded and i apologised. I screamed and I apologised.
No matter who started it, I apologised first.
Everytime it's my fault aint it? Quarrelled, asked you did you have anything to say to me?
Well, no..all you have said was everything else except sorry.
Ya, sorry is the hardest word to say especially when you don think you are in wrong.
If it's hard to say, then why am I always the first to apologise be it my fault or not.
Have you lose faith in this? You have lost faith in me isnt it?
Im sick, I need you, all you could do was reject me. I beg and beg for you , you still rejected.
Since young, you have been rejecting me and I have been accepting your rejects.
And everytime when we quarrelled, Im the first to forget about it and let go. What about you?
You played me.I asked you to go and watch a movie with me, you said what are the timings for the show. I told you, you asked me where ? I said cathay, you told me you didnt say going to cathay but u did, and u insist that u didnt. Then I asked u where else do you want to watch? You told me you not going anywhere. Then I said why did you ask for the movie timings. You said "I JUST ASK FOR FUN". Do i look like I have the mood for FUN?? I beg you to bring me out, you said ok and u asked so many questions..Then in the end, it was all FOR FUN..
