.Saturday, July 14, 2007 ' 9:24 AM Y
I feel so stressed out.
Can someone just come and give me a hug?
There are so many things ,so important in my life.
My family, my future, my volleyball, my friends, and my relationship.
I cant afford to lose one of them.
Future...
Im not sure if I could carve out a future through fashion and what is the
thing which makes me wanna strive for this path...
The answer would be my friends. I've always wanted to design clothes for them, hoping that they would like it, they are happy, I am too.
If I ever succeed, I wanna be a designer, designing clothes. First to my friends.
My friends have their own clothes in mind. I want to design clothes for my friends. I want to design clothes to people like me and my friend(s).
My friend and I always tell each other to wear what we feel like wearing and we always give support and feel proud of each other. I wanna design clothes for her next time because I want her to be daring to wear what she wanna wear and when she is able to just wear it, just flaunt it. I will be very VERY proud of her.
I wanna design for some friends like another two friends of mine. Wanting to wear nicer clothes and always hoping to slim down a bit so that those pretty clothes would not be just a display, but in fact, they could own it and wear it and have a few more choices to choose besides only tee and bottoms.
I wanna design for another friend of mine who likes to be unique. This friend of mine likes to have clothes which she wont see other people wearing it. That's true..Who would want to have people copying..She knows how to doll up herself and Im sure she'll be a pretty lady in future.
There's also another important person in my life. I wanna design clothes that will fit * well and is * taste. * also likes to be unique and * wants to be a fashion designer too. I wanna design something so that * will be even more confident of *self.
Volleyball??
I just want to be able to play volleyball in my life. Not wanting to be anybody great in volleyball but just able to play it.
My relationship?
Seriously it's on and off. I want it to last. I want to have a happily ever after that type of thing.
I dont want anymore quarrels.
My family?
I just want it to be a peaceful family like NOW. Everything's going smoothly for my family, That's what I want it to stay as it is.
Friends?
My friends are the force to keep me going on and they are the main reason why I wanna go into fashion industry.I do not know if I can make it but I definitely want to give it a try.
Im stressed up over these things. Perhaps Ive think too much but seriously I really want to be able to achieve it.
I seriously do.
What should I do...*Sigh...
