.Thursday, July 12, 2007 ' 7:18 PM Y
It's the worst day of my life.
I felt bad after ps-ing my very good friend, in fact, sister.
What's next?
Retribution comes.Got scolded by boyfriend.
Instead of the usual monthly routine that we would say happy ...months together, he said "fuck lar"
How good is that?
Argument with dear sister, sad enough.
Scolded by boyfriend, feeling worst.
Such a "sway" day.
Reason, all my fault.Stupid me.
Talk bullshit, do bullshit things.
Im upset, very upset about many things about me and what i've done.
Best still, I made people unhappy, i myself unhappy too.
Moral of the story?-Never treat people badly.
You'll get bad stuff in return."KARMA-What goes around comes around"
How am I feeling?Totally upset, irritated and moodless.
Indeed, I brought this to myself.Sorry dear friend Jess.
Seriously I know how you feel, some of our friends know how you feel.
Although when you 've said that, I feel terribly upset but I deserved it.
Just wanna let you know that it's good that you vent it out.And yeap.
Perhaps everyone is in different school, got different stuff to do and relationships etc.
Now..Im having a damn bloody fever...I hate it.
Will not let you feel alone okay?
I know you school's people, some "sucks" and we "sucks" too by ps-ing..
But I should let you know thatyour teammies still here for you.=)
Im still here for you...
I cried too because we have never quarrelled or argued since such a long time ago and I've never see you so upset before,it hurts.
Still my sister to me though.. Im sorry Jess.
I still love my darling sister here.
Im sorry.
I dont know what could I do besides saying sorry but I'll try to make it up to you.
I know how you feel, I have that feeling before.
I could only say sorry and this whole blog entry is really on how I felt.
Feeling whole shit in my life right now.
Still feel sorry to my friend and .........boyfriend.
Sorry everyone. Just read my blog and thats it.
Don ask me why or what happen please.
Sorry about it. Just let me be alone for one day..
Reflect on my actions.
If you are my friend, you know how and what me and Jess are feeling right now.
Still loving you all.Everyone.
Will blog when everything's over.
