.Saturday, July 14, 2007 ' 8:59 AM Y
Sometimes I really wonder...
Kids grow up. Adults grow old.
Old people die.
I missed those days whereby all of us get together and makan during recess time.
I miss my sweeties...I really do.
I remembered when I was sec 1, we always bitch about each other..
But now we have grown up and bitching is just stupid..
We still bitch, but now we bitch about people who treat my sweeties badly...yeap.
Seriously, I do not know what is my place in every sweetie's heart.
Am I really a good friend to them?
Am I their sweetie too?
Are they treating me as their sister?
Am I a replacement?
What rank am I in their heart?
These questions may sound childish to some people but to me, it matters alot.
Perhaps some of you have these questions in your mind before too.
To whoever which sweetie which has the same questions in mind as me, here's my answers...I have answered truthfully..
1) Yes. If I do call you a sweetie, I really mean it.
2) If you have any problems, I'll definitely be there to lend you my shoulder and listening ear.
3) Im treating you as my real-blooded sister.
4)Im not treating you as a replacement. If I treat you as a replacement, I wouldnt even call you a sweetie nor would I just anyhow call you out. I only go out with my sweeties during my free days including daryl. Only my sweeties can have my time..on my schedule..
5) Each and every sweetie Im referring are no.1 in my heart. "Why no. 1??Are you lying?"
No Im not. I treat my sweeties as my sisters. Therefore they are my family. Family comes first.
6) There is no ranking for each sweetie. Each sweetie is unique and special to me.
7) I really treat my sweeties good. If I treat them badly, I'll fall sick immediately due to being sad.
8) I love my family. Now and ever.
-Shaoying,Eileen,Jess,Shenny,Mommy,Daddy,Grandma,Grandpa (Both sides) and Daryl.
*let me ask each and every one of you these questions...
1) Am I a good friend to you?
2)What ranking am I in you?
3)Have I ever be an replacement?
4)Do you really treat me as a sweetie?
5)Do you love me or do you hate me? If hate, please state the percentage.
-Sweeties, please answer all these questions..
Send me via sms.
Please...
This means alot to me.
And please for once, answer me truthfully...Dont be afraid. Just tell me the truth...Please...
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Why am I doing all these?
Im beginning to suspect myself..
I do not know what am I?
I just wanna know clearly what am I to you..
If there's things which you dont like about me, please do tell me..
Right now I need opinions and comments to help improve my character..I really do..
I just wanna be a better person.
So please..do tell me the truth and do tell me where am I good/where am I bad...
Please...
Thank you..
