Sometimes I really wish I wasnt born. It's really sad to see myself being in this family at times. I've got a crazy person at home. Im not a very good daughter either. What would you do if your family seems to be a happy one but underneath it, it's all fake. Sometimes I really feel like killing myself though. Such a __. Every parent loves their children I suppose. Mine's on and off.. What would you do if one day you quarrelled with your someone in the family and he or she said that I shouldnt have you in the first place, or he or she says that You USELESS. Only give nothing but trouble. Dont make me go crazy that I'll kill you. Such words, coming from someone who is very important. Yes, perhaps I should not even exist in this world. Everything seems so good and nice but it's all fake. Well.. I hope I get killed. Because it's really heartbreaking to see someone you loved saying that they wish you were dead and you're stupid. And worst of all, wanting to kill you. I feel very heartbroken. I guess that is a family problem. Having a brother would be better.. But I dont. Because that someone always wanted a boy and said that girl is useless..only quarrel..Boy better. I feel like killing myself. Even I have people around me loving me, being with me all the time, it still hurts to hear that one of them wishes you were dead. It really hurts me alot.
xoxoSTEPH
THE LOVE-ED ONE;Y
Im STEPHANIE, currently studying at NAFA school of Fashion Studies, born on 25 October 1990, ♥s to travel.
SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING
I adore
finding the right guy who can make me smile even in my dreams =D
sitting by the beach and look at the sea
being alone at the beach when Im sad
looking at the wonders of nature
bohemian hippie style
chilling with friends at night
dresses, skinnies, hoodies and graphic tees
dancers
models
porcelain dolls
masquerade brooches
flying around the world to shop and for sightseeing
watching fashion shows
burberry, gucci, louis vuitton
Alexander Mcqueen's and Dsquared's designs
SHE WANTSY
Grant all my wishes <3 ;
Polaroid Camera
Nikon D40x
Gucci Larnyard
Black bag
April 77 jeans
Fred Perry Bag
Steve Madden Gladiator Sandals
Graphic Tees
Casual Dresses
Guess Boots
Musical Box
Anything with Masquerades
