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.Saturday, October 4, 2008 ' 7:10 PM Y


Im sorry I havent been blogging on my recent outings and etc. I guessed I didnt have the mood and the feel to blog about such things. As you all know, only when it comes to problems with the heart and things related to that, then I would blog. I guessed this is my way to channel out all my unhappiness and everything that's bothering me.


Hmmm... Oh well.. This blog entry is not another blog that says that Im upset etc. Hahah. Well.. I just simply felt lonely. Not lonely about friends because I have few good friends who would be there for me, I know and I always will. But perhaps.. Just empty.. Empty in me. Yup. That should be the way I should phrase it.


Haha.. anyway,I came across these pictures which i think is really nice. I was feeling lonely and when I saw these pictures, it inspires me. Somehow.. in a way..I wished I was the one who took these photos. Since you guys didnt know, my utmost dream from young till now was to be photographer that captures the life and everything on earth that is so beautiful. Besides wanting to be an air stewardess.. this dream of being a photographer was far more important than anything else. I wanted to travel around the world, taking photographs..not for commercial use but for the world to see that Earth is a wonderful place. I just wanted a life of my own.















I was thinking about something last night and wasnt able to get some sleep. Only manage to sleep early in the morning. I dont know. I was thinking about my life. about everything. I guess sometimes life just make me feel exhausted. I dont know what future may hold for me, but I hope it would be something that would make me live for who I am and being able to accomplish things that I wanted to do for such a long time. =]

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Enough said about this.. Sigh. I just brought momo to mount pleasant. He had a cut in his eye and now he's a space dog with the cone thingy around his head. Hahaha.. He looked damn funny. Gosh.. I hope he gets well soon because the doctor says that his eye is healing but isnt healing fast at all.sigh.

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xoxoSTEPH







THE LOVE-ED ONE;Y





Im STEPHANIE, currently studying at NAFA school of Fashion Studies, born on 25 October 1990, ♥s to travel.








SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING




I adore
finding the right guy who can make me smile even in my dreams =D
sitting by the beach and look at the sea
being alone at the beach when Im sad
looking at the wonders of nature
bohemian hippie style
chilling with friends at night
dresses, skinnies, hoodies and graphic tees
dancers
models
porcelain dolls
masquerade brooches
flying around the world to shop and for sightseeing
watching fashion shows
burberry, gucci, louis vuitton
Alexander Mcqueen's and Dsquared's designs







SHE WANTSY


Grant all my wishes <3 ;


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Polaroid Camera
Nikon D40x
Gucci Larnyard
Black bag
April 77 jeans
Fred Perry Bag
Steve Madden Gladiator Sandals
Graphic Tees
Casual Dresses
Guess Boots
Musical Box
Anything with Masquerades



Him, oh so cute. Jokes*

SCREAM;TALKY


BREAKAWAYS;Y

Friends

♥Ziyang
♥Darren

Volleyball Sweeties

♥Ying
♥Shenny
♥Jess
♥Eileen
♥Pohli
♥Valerie
♥Winna
♥Shumei
♥Peggy
♥Rita

Nafa Sweeties

♥Maybelyn aka Slowpoke
♥Luxuan
♥Jasmine
♥Julie aka Ah lian
♥Yuyan aka Fishball
♥Kei


Smooches<3



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